another weekend.
life was pretty much boring.

went to song lim and hong guan's birthday.
not bad.
lots of alchohol, music, people and fun.

and william's birthday too.

one thing stupid was when we were at bugis street 2nd floor.
i was desperate for the washroom cause i need to pee urgently.
and right in front me was it but i didn't see it.
but i went to ask one lady who practically giggled at me, cause it was right in front.
lol.
i guess i can be blind sometimes.

i cannot wait to get a long leave.
so i can go malaysia and visit my dad.
relax there a little cause when i'm there, there's nothing to think about.
life as a farmer is so stress free.

just 2 more weeks to endure before passing out again.
hopefully everything goes well.
tomorrow's book in.
just suck it up.

just finished watching the orphan and eating prata.
with the billa people. thanks.

ssc night again.

i think i need to be more social and make more friends i guess.
cause i feel that i lack of it and i'm missing out on alot of stuffs.
looking at others having so many friends in singapore, i feel kinda small.
i guess that's the bad thing about studying overseas eh.

i just need a break.

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 1:44 AM

after sucha long time.
and when i look back, hmmm...
time seriously flies.
i've finished my high school, serving my ns for half a year already.
duty's shitty alright.
i can't imagine doing it until i ORD.
i just hope i get to go and become the instructor for SSC.
trainee days are the best.
and i miss my tekong platoon mates though.
also my 20th SSC batch guys.

lack of sleep, lack of sugar.
no entertainment.
it's kinda stressful but i guess like what they always say,
just take everything with a pinch of salt.

oh and i finally got my Basic theory test =)
next will be final. whahaha.
then i can drive.
i can't wait to drive.
but it's very risky though.

i can't wait to ORD and go back to studies.

and i feel kinda bored.
i haven't watched any movies for don't know how long already.
everyone's havin their own schedule.
no one's free.
it sure sucks though.

i've to book in again tomorrow morning.
so yeap i'll update whenever i'm free, jaa na









STORM!!!!!! take care guys.

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 10:30 PM

这感觉已经不对
我现在的家， 已经不是我的家。

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 10:55 AM

hmmm, i guess time really flies.
and i mean fly.
so fast.
so quick.
that we don't even realise it only until we sit down, quietly.
day dreaming and thinking...
hmmm oh shit.

it's already april.
and guess what?
i'm gonna be back in singapore in around 4 months.
hmmm maybe less.
like 3 months?

which makes me kinda sad though.
but happy.
kinda contradicting yeah?
even so, i have my reasons.

making friends who all are in the same situation as yourself.
being together and having fun for 1 year plus.
it may seem short to you guys, but it feels like we've known one another for more than a decade.
lol.
alright, i may be kinda exaggerating the time, but it just feels that way.

i know i haven't been calling home.
i've been thinking to.
but i just keep forgetting.
or maybe, i guess i'm just too lazy to step out of the house,
walk for like 103 steps to the nearest convenience store and ask the guy at the register,
hey can i have a 10 dollar calling card, and then walking back home again.
i do miss everyone though.

just wait.
soon i'll be back.
and serve the national service.

and i'm doing a report on singapore being authoritarian.
i was kinda surprised after reading some other reports on it.
being authoritarian actually makes the economy better.

and singapore's one of the 4 little tigers of asia.
lol, along with taiwan, hong kong and one more.

in economics, i just realized that singapore's gdp per capita is like the top tenth in the world.
ranking like number 6 or something.
i wonder why the first on the list is like some ulu ulu country which if i had stated it on here, you guys may not even have heard of it before.
the 2nd is like luxembourg or something like that.
we spend too much money.
save money!!!!!

speaking about money, i have to stop spending so much.
also, i'll be having a graduation dinner and dance tomorrow -.-
and i ain't prepared for it.
so i guess i'll just have to wear what i wore last year then.

i shall go finish up the report and studying for the test tomorrow.
holy shit.
i'm feeling so stupid and dumb right now.
so careless.
and my marks for calculus is dropping -.-
98, 88, 80, 92.
shit.
i wanted my calculus' average to be above 95 man.
and the test tomorrow and the one after it will be so difficult.
cause it will be on vector, geometry.
which is so confusing.
nevertheless, just try my best i guess.

and i've just started to understand economics.
only until now when it's been 4 months since the course started -.-
i just hope it ain't too late then.

geography is kinda improving.
from 72 to 80 right now.
i hope it'll keep increasing.
till then.
wish me the best.

and take care,
stay healthy.
be safe always. =)
and be happy ^^

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 10:48 AM

hey people.
yes, i'm back finally after so many months.
have been kinda bored and lazy to update due so some stuffs.

yeah and i'm still the same.
nothing much changed about me.

have been feeling kinda nervous about going into ns lately.
having those army dreams.
lol.
kinda weird yeah.
and time passes so fast.
justin's serving his time for already 1 month + already.
haha.
just wish him good luck and be safe all the time.

hmmm my family, kinda miss everyone eating on the same table.
but i guess to let that happen will have to take some time though.
cause everyone's out of the country.
javier in australia, me and sis in canada, dad and mum always going overseas, nic in singapore.
and d4e's busy.
those in army are in army, those studying are studying.
and chrysanthemum stage too.
malaysia and everywhere.
i'm wondering what should i do.
sigh.

and i'm gonna come back to canada to finish my university here.
i prefer the education system here actually.

and omg,
i'm dead meat.
gonna get a scolding again i guess.
i haven't asked my mum for money for the next semester =x.
uh oh.
and i don't really have much left with me right now.

i know i haven't been contacting many of you guys out there for a very long time,
but i'm very sure, i will soon =)
cause it's like i'm having a very busy and hard time over here right now.
so i hope everyone will take care of yourself.
don't do anything stupid.
do your best in whatever you do and you'll fulfill your dreams =)
good luck.
and i'll be back ^^

love all you people =)

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 11:49 AM

one] what is your natural hair color?
- black

[two] where is your default picture
taken?
- at the bbq of justin's house.

[thr ee] what's your middle name?
- Kuan.

[four] what color do you hate most?
- none.

[ five] does your crush like you back?
- don't know

[six] what is your current mood?
- -.- test tomorrow.

[seven ] what color underwear are you
wearing?
- brown.

[eight] what makes you most happy?
- almost everything i guess?

[nine] look at a picture/poster in
your room, who's on it?
- poster is simpsons, picture's my sister and i

[ten] if you could go back in time and
change something, what you would
change?
- i would stop eating that hotpot and get to know the girl LOL =x

[elev en] if you must be an animal for
one day, what would you be?
- bird.

[tw elve] ever had a near death
experience?
- alot.

[thirte en] something you do a lot?
- breathe.

[four teen] the song stuck in your head?
- longest movie by jay

[fifteen] what is your desktop
backgroun d?


lol.
- [sixteen ] what are you wearing?
- t shirt and shorts.

[seve nteen] when was the last time you
cried?
- 2 days ago LOL.
cause timmy wanted to compete and see who can tear first =x

[eightee n] have you ever sung in front
of a large audience?
- yes.

[ninetee n] if you could have one super
power what would it be?
- stop time

[twenty ] what's the first thing(s) you
notice about the opposite sex?
many people think guys look at girl's boobs first.
but no, jacky wu says that he will notice the girls eye first.
see if she's looking at him and then look at the boobs LOL.
nah mine's hair. i change all the time.

- [twenty -one] what do you usually order
from Coffee Bean?
- vanilla something.

[twe nty-two] what's your biggest
secret?
it's a secret -.-
[twen ty-three] favorite color?
- pink =x i should post a picture of my bed and stuffs one day lol.

[twent y-four] is it sunny or raining?
- snow.

[twenty- five] do you still watch kiddy
movies or TV shows?
- nah.

[twenty-six] what are you eating or
drinking at the moment
- nothing.

[twenty-se ven] do you speak any other
language?- hokkien, cantonese a lil, english, mandarin.

[twenty- eight] what's your favorite
smell?-
the scent of a girl's hair.

<>[twenty-nine] if you could describe
your life in one word what would it be?
- stressful

[t hirty] when was the last time you
received a hug?
- yesterday.

[th irty-one] have you ever kissed in
the rain?
- erm. no i guess?

[thirty -two] what/who are you thinking
about right now?
- exam tomorrow. thinking about the hot pot kid.

[thir ty-three] what should you be
doing?
- review for test.

[thirty -four] what was the last thing
that made you upset/angry?
- can't remember.

[thirty-f ive] how often do you laugh?
- most of the time.

[thi rty-six] do you like working in
the yard?
- never.

[thi rty-seven] if you could have any
last name in the world, what would you
want?
- nah. sim's the best.
but if you ask me what would i name my child.
my son, i will name him 帅气。
call when his teacher or anyone wanna call me, they will say “帅气的爸爸". lol.

[thirty-e ight] do you act differently
aroun d your crush/significant other?
- nah the same.

[t hirty-nine] name one song that
reminds you of an friend?
- 风。

[forty] who was the last person to
make you cry?
- timmy cause of the competition lol.

so bored so bored so bored.
test tomorrow.
test on thursday.
presentation on wednesday! argh argh argh.
where's my kisses? lol.

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 12:01 PM

hiding behind joyce lol.



in pizza pizza.


timmy trying to imitate joyce.


anna, timmy and coeus.


me imitating what timmy always does.


the girls getting high.


cheers to yumi-chan.


my lil sister and i.


drink drink drink =x

pictures as promised =)

off to do my work. jaa na. ^^

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 2:22 AM

gonna be gone soon. lol.
just let me be happy for now =x

The "Had To" section

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where
would you want it?
my whole back and i'm gonna get it after ns

2. If you HAD to dye your hair which
color would you choose ?
brown. never gold, blue, red or those weird colours.

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT
ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get
pierced?
tongue.

4. If you HAD to change your
name...what new name would you choose?
my dad's name.

The "Would You?" section

1. If you could go bungee jumping,
would you?
never.


2. Would you move somewhere else, if
you could?
Yes, Gladly hope so.

3. If you were given the chance to go
to Paris, would you go?
I`d been there ord.

4. if you found 10 million dollars,
and it was YOURS to spend, what would
you do with it?
Buy a lambourgini, a big big big house, land, food and invest, save, give my parents and for charity.


The "Let's Say" Questions

1. Let's say you see a big ship
sink...only 3 people have a chance to
survive. The 3 people are Your Best
Friend, Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend , and
a long lost friend (that you don't
know too well)...who would you save if
you HAD to choose ONLY 1 person?
My best friend of course.

2. Let's say you became
President. ..what will u do first?
eliminate corruption


3. Lets say you had to eat a live
tarantula for $1,000..would you?
yeap.

4. Let's say you could star in any
movie (made or in the works) what
movie?
Secret.

The "Favorites" section

1. Color?
pink. my bed's pink, keyboard, mouse, pillow and a huge heart shape soft toy.

2. Current song?
最长的电影- jay

3. Shirt you own?
none.

4. Electronic device?
laptop.

5. Movie?
click and other romance plus comedy movies.

6. Book?
psychological books.

7. Pair of shoes?
nike

8. Sandal color?
black.

9. Hair color?
brown.

10. Eye color?
brown.

The "other stuff" section

1. What makes your bedroom unique?
nothing.

2. Who do you like?
too many to mention lol.

3. Do you go to parties?
quite often.

4. What's your favorite season of the
year?
winter

5. Do you like cheese?
a little.

6. What's bothering you now?
ns stuffs.

sigh. final's coming.
again... -.-

math test, chemistry test and BBB assignment on monday.
which means?
i have to work my ass off tomorrow to get all done.
so many stuffs, so little time.
gonna go back to singapore for 2-3 years already.
i don't really feel like going back though.
but it's good also so that i can see my family and friends.
i'll still miss the people here.
even though we just know each other for 1 year.
i feel like i've known them forever.
cause we hang out everyday.
and everytime.
every hour.
share everything.
good times, bad times together.

all the people.
because of national service, it caused us to part.
tmd.

went to sing just now cause of yumi-chan's birthday.

i know i haven't been updating lately but i'll try.
i'll try.
it doesn't mean the i'll for sure.
lol.

gonna go do some stuffs, some friends in my house right now.
gonna update pictures of today soon when i get it.
jaa na.

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 1:26 PM

Layer 1: On The Outside
Name: Coeus Sim Kuan Jie
Birthdate: October 20th
Current Status: Single.
Eye colour: Brown.
Hair Colour: Brown.


Layer 2: On The Inside
My heritage: don't know,
My fears: don't know
My weaknesses: don't know.
My perfect pizza: chicken!

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: "shit! -.- 8.15 already. gonna be late again. tmd.?"
My bedtime: 1-3.
My most missed memories: CIC.

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or coke: Coke
Macdonalds or Burger King: Macdonalds!
Single or group dates: Group.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.


Layer 5: Do You?
Smoke: no.
Curse: no.Take a shower: Yup.
Have a crush: no.
Go to school: yeap.
Believe in yourself: kinda.
Think you’re a health freak: nope cause i do not care..


Layer 6: In The Past
Drink alcohol: always lol.
Gone to the mall: not sure.
Dyed your hair: yeap.

Layer 7: Have You Ever..?
Played a stripping game: never.
Change who you were to fit in: never.

Layer 8: Are You Hoping To..?
Get married: yes.


Layer 9: In A Partner
Best eye colour: Brown.
Best hair colour: brown
Long or short hair: either or.


Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: getting ready to play AOC with timmy-si...
An hour ago: having ma dinner.
A Month ago: busy?
A Year ago: doing nothing.


Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: my friends.
I hide: myself.
I miss: all my family and friends.
I need: a life.

Hello people! i know i haven't been updating for quite some time.
cause i'm kinda busy and also very lazy to update or reply messages.
but now i'm much more free to reply your messages and stuffs!
so hip hip hurray!

so much stuffs had happened during these 2 months.
i know which friends i can be with, which ones i shouldn't.
and my birthday was incredible.
a beautiful surprise i should say =)
thanks to everyone that came and celebrated for me and those that wished me happy birthday.

sorry if i don't reply you on msn cause i'm either having classes or sleeping.
the only time i will reply is within 7am-12am singapore's time. =)

and here are some photos to show you a little stuffs of my life here.


new student, crystal and i during wacky day.


before my birthday celebration surprise.

victoria's birthday at babyface.

wacky day!

peace out people =)

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 9:43 AM

hello people.
sorry that i haven't been updating as usual.
hmmm.

alright.
school's fun with the people.
and those people keep wanting me to get this new student.
but nah.
not my type.
lol. cause like they say there's this very ugly and fat guy who wants to get her, so they say i cannot lose to him =x
and his nickname is "he's ugly, but he's gentle"
if i lose my nickname will be "he's even uglier but not gentle"

and i'm back here to continue posting =x.

alright, if you guys know me well, you know i won't go for the girl. yes?
then life's still the same.
except that there's been some problems in school.
263's people already expected that cause job came back from thailand.
lol.
it's hilarious.
i just can understand why those chinese guys, and i mean chinese from china.
those guys keep thinking they're so cool.
lol.
they're just new students and they act like no one can beat them up.
and mess with us.
sigh.
they won't do it anymore i guess, at least not in front of us after we taught them a little lesson.

and the school's staffs are screwed up.

projects and presentations -.-
nothing to do.
so bored.

gonna have bbq this week at michael's house.
and for the first time, our school's gonna have this thing called "Wacky day"
where students can dress up like anything they want.
guys can dress like girls, girls can dress like guys.
anything you wanna do, the school ain't gonna say shit.
so i'm kinda looking forward to that day.
and also,
on tuesday it's pyjama day!
where the girls gonna wear their sexy pyjamas =x
but see-through's ain't allowed LOL.

so many activities next week.
and candy grams too.
i planned to give this girl who came here on march.
but she transferred school -.-

so not much of updating.
i'll just post some pictures next week.
and you'll know how much fun are we having =x

Kae Jay
The Girl Of Wax ...on 1:39 AM